Kiss me......!!!!!!

Kiss me in the rain as it beats hard against my face,

Kiss me like you care so no one can take your place,

Kiss me when I'm sad and I'm about to cry,

Kiss me when I'm mad and I just wanna die,

Kiss me when we argue, and kiss me when we fight,

Kiss me in the day and in the moon light,

If we break up just kiss us back together,

Let me be the one that you kiss forever,

Kiss me if you love me, so i can know you care,

And kiss me in my dreams, cause you will be there.

By Brandy.

Eyes and Sighs

Straw slipping between those lips

Looking over the rim with those eyes

Subtle wiggle of her hips

Her fingers running up the inside of her thighs

Drinking deep and long

Sucking me in with her beauty

Temperature rising; hard and strong

So seductive, the little cutie

As she slid across the seat

Exposing those perfect thighs

Long and deep, did our eyes meet

Snuggling against me, letting out sultry sighs

My strong hand found her perfect breast

Closer still she moved

My hand slid up her thigh, coming to rest

As our bodies grooved

Driving to the motel was a pleasure

Kissing, touching, driving each other wild

Moments like this we will treasure

Releasing our spirit, raw, passionate, wild

Standing at the desk, hand under her skirt

Her fingers probing and holding my crotch

Peering down her open shirt

Making sure no one could watch

The room wasn’t ready

We were too hot to care

Passionate and steady

Taking her from behind in the stair

Lock the door

Grab and kiss

Clothes hitting the floor

Waiting for a moment like this

We made love all day

Touching and thrusting with all our heart

Knowing it will always be this way

Made it easier when we had to part

We hate to say goodbye

For goodbye it must be

I can feel the tear in my eye

Seeing hers for me

It won’t be long

It won’t always end like this

We must be strong

Remembering the last kiss

By Bill Turner

My Beautiful Friend

You made me laugh when I cried so hard

You gave me bracelets to cover my scars

You held me close when I was so cold

You offered a comforting hand to hold

You picked me up whenever I fell

You showed me heaven when I was blinded by hell

You answered my calls in the darkened night

You gave me the reasons to hold on and fight

You rescued me when I was drowning in pain

You placed me back on the right path again

You loved me forever and stayed by my side

You entered my heart as an angel to guide

You may not be with me so much anymore

But I know you will leave open a beckoning door

I miss you so much but I'll fight till the end

I love you so much my bestest friend.

By Emma

When I look into your eyes

When I look into your eyes, I am nothing but surprised. 

I know about your past and how it didn't last,

How you got hurt, burnt, Abused and used,

and I bet your confused.

You deserve better, if not always and forever.

You said you didn't care, But you couldn't bare,

Isn't it such a scare.

Let me into your life and I'll show you that I care.

Like an endless dream I'll always be there.

I know your busy but please make time.

Working so much should be a crime.

You need time alone, and some time to think,

Let your feelings out why having a drink.

Forget about the past and look to the future,

I know your not ready, and I'm not trying to push you,

Just wanted to let you know that ill always be with you.

By Brian.

Commotion Inside

Eyes off and everything is running with the speed of light,

eyes turns on and everything comes to its normal sight,

what was that, thought all night,

the guy who sleeps early, 

now thinking about the future all night, whether everything is right.

What's all about that drama night!!

Its fucking irritating, even his own body doesn't help him to sleep early tonight.

Trying to write his own words, 

but nothing comes to his turbulent mind.

Please help him to sleep early tonight.

Are you feeling sad, dejected, beat, hopeless, worst ?

I'm no more bizarre to feeling miserable and crushed. After many bombed connections, physical, sexual and psychological mistreatment my whole life, two liquidations, you could say I've sufficiently experienced to last two lifetimes.

I don't actually want to do anything, frankly, however lay in bed and cry. I go through genuine floods of nervousness for the duration of the day. They hit me quick, hard, and all of a sudden. I need to hurl. I need to twist up in a ball and pass on. I need somebody to reveal to me this is every one of the a terrible dream and tomorrow things will have returned to typical.

Your Struggles and Pain Are Real.

Torment is torment, confusion is mayhem. Regardless of what it resembles to you. Never let anybody reveal to you your emotions are ludicrous. Never believe that you're overcompensating. What your inclination is genuine, and you need to respect your feelings, feel every one of the feels. Simply don't remain there. The more you stay down, the harder it is to get back up.

Here are the activities when you are feeling crushed, sad, defenseless, and miserable—everything that have helped me, that I trust help you as well.

• Weep hysterically.
Such a large number of us keep down our tears since we believe it's an indication of shortcoming. It is in no way, shape or form, and it's practically compulsory to get those detaches. Return to the last time you had a decent cry fest and attempt to recall how you felt a while later. I'm speculating you felt like a huge load of blocks was simply taken off your shoulders. Crying is extremely restorative. Do it. As frequently as you need to. Shout and cry into a cushion in the event that you need to yet get those detaches.

• Call a companion.
While this nearly sounds too basic, most don't consider doing this either on the grounds that they would prefer not to trouble their companions, or in light of the fact that they're too adhered on their issues to consider looking at something different. Pick one individual you totally love conversing with and simply visit your adorable little go head to head. You can discuss your concern on the off chance that you figure it will help, or you can utilize this as a chance to get your brain off of things. Simply talk!! About anything, everything, senseless things and nothing. It was a particularly immense help to get this affirmation from a companion. Once in a while we need to hear consoling words!

• Volunteer.
  I tell everybody this. In case you're tragic, go volunteer. Like at the present time. You can't envision the force behind aiding a person or thing (otherwise known as hairy critters) out of luck. Your heart tops off and afterward detonates, you cry cheerful tears, and it really gives you such a lot of satisfaction. Discover an association that impacts you and call them.

• Put on some uproarious music and sing and dance
Pick the most intense music you have (and love) and wrench up the sound system. Or on the other hand perhaps you love country or jazz or whatever! Turn it up and rip off the handle. Dance, sing, bounce around your home like a senseless simpleton. Once in a while when I'm feeling down, I put on the saddest music with the hardest hitting verses, sing noisy, sob hysterically, and strikingly subsequently I feel multiple times better!! Let free and lose every one of your considerations and hardships in your number one music. You're going to feel astounding, you'll even get a little exercise in, and your adrenaline will be siphoned up a small piece, so you'll possibly feel relentless! Go you!

• Take a walk.
Another basic activity that we regularly ignore. For large numbers of us, when we're feeling truly pitiful, we would prefer not to get dressed and go out. You need to get yourself out of your dim spot. You need to make a move steps (pardon the quip) to push ahead and be glad once more. Get your shoes on and get outside. No one can really tell who you will run into or what sort of really cool things can happen to you. Be available to amazements and chance gatherings. Or then again perhaps you'll simply discover and see seemingly insignificant details that carry a grin to your face.

• Watch clever films and eat low quality nourishment.
Indeed, I said it. Eat low quality nourishment, also known as solace food. They call it solace nourishment which is as it should be. Since that is by and large what it does. Also, indeed, I get that we may have a little irritated paunch toward the beginning of the day, all relying upon how much solace food you burned-through the prior night, however, chocolate and chips and doughnuts and cake truly do the spirit great. A little expression of caution here, however: Only do this in the event that you can allow yourself to appreciate eating and aren't carelessly gorging to numb your emotions, and kindly don't make this an every day propensity. We as a whole realize eating lousy nourishment is awful for us. It's a pleasant convenient solution on a truly pitiful day however not something you ought to do constantly. Keep in mind, life is about balance as well. 

• Compose a fact letter.
Indeed, I love composing letters. It's the best treatment out there, I swear! Similar as an adoration letter to yourself, a reality letter is a letter you will keep in touch with a person or thing that is causing you pain and distress. This is the place where you will work out the entirety of your displeasure, all your hurt; each damn feeling you feel about this individual/thing, get everything out. This is something you can do each time you have contemptuous or furious musings about this individual or thing. In the long run the considerations will not appear so frequently.

• Think good things about yourself
I'll be straightforward, I haven't thought of one in some time, yet I believe now is the right time. An adoration letter to yourself is so amazing and remedial. In this letter you disclose to yourself every one of the astonishing and wonderful things about yourself. You list every one of the reasons you shouldn't feel like a failure. You berate yourself to brush your bum and pick yourself back up once more. You can continue endlessly about how brilliantly astounding you are. Work out every one of the things you love about yourself and all your brilliant and saving graces. Go look in the mirror at this moment. I bet you have the most delightful eyes and the most sweet grin ever. Or on the other hand possibly you are a spunky, decided individual. Or then again perhaps you show at least a bit of kindness of gold! I bet there are 1,000,000 great things about you. Discover them and expound on them.

• Have a 'me' day.
Regardless of whether you can't require the entire day, attempt to require in any event a couple of hours to spoil yourself. Get a nail treatment or pedicure or do one for yourself at home. Complete your hair, take yourself out on the town. Accomplish something you appreciate, something that gets you into a condition of stream. Whatever it is that you do, do it to pay tribute to yourself and how astonishing you are. Set aside this effort to cherish yourself, as hard as that might be, and simply be available with you and just you.

Going to Kheerganga but reached Kutla- Part 2

Have you read its first part, how we accidentally start our trek to KUTLA, if not then here it is, Kutla Part 1. Without wasting much time, let's get started.............

29 Dec 2018, Sunday

So, we started our journey towards a place which we never heard of and never thought about it when we started. So for kutla we have to cross this beautiful village TOSH, the colorful houses, amazing built structures, a beautiful temple, one big dam when you move downwards, lot of Cafes where people are enjoying their food, tea, etc. We didn't spend our time here, we were just walking towards our destination while clicking some beautiful pictures. At this time, clouds come in the sky because of which the sky+mountains giving us different views and hope to have snowfall. So keep on moving then finally we come across this river which is coming from mountains and going deep down, here were some cafe serving Maggi, tea and food so to enjoy the view and food we made our stop here and ate something. 

Going towards kutla was a good trekking experience for us, it's an easy trek of not more than 5 Km, you come across mountains, rocks, sloppy regions, slippery regions, icy regions, everything in small packages I would say. So we started our trek again after filling our stomach (pet pooja). After every 20 minutes walking we had to ask someone 'How far is Kutla' and the standard reply of all-mountain local people is 'Just 10 more minutes. And only we people know what is the meaning of that. Then finally we saw one wooden house,  the first house on that mountain then we got somewhat relief that this might be our destination. and we went towards it as we went nearby we started seeing lots of tents and wooden houses at the back of this house. But we were so tired we went to the owner of the house and asked him about the room. Yes, he had one room empty but he denied giving it to us as we were four and the room was one. But we didn't have any problem as we had to save money and the bed was already that much big that we can easily adjust. So our next step we had to request uncle to give us that room. Then finally uncle agreed and we gave him around Rs 500 for this room only. Now next task we sat for an hour and decided to go for a walk in upwards direction before sunset because the next day we had to come down. 

So eating little snacks and we started our trek in upwards direction, and you will find lots of tents and doms, little houses to stay with different facilities. Then there was the big ground where last night snow was there and people were playing with that. You can see that in this picture. And then without wasting much time we move forward and found some amazing structures maybe there were some cafes which are closed now. But we sat there and enjoy our biscuits, chips etc. Then we click some pictures over there, and we also tried to go on it but the structure was not at all strong enough. 

And believe me, there was no one with us when we were trekking towards the Buddhaban Glacier. When we asked some local we got the same answer Just 10 minutes away, keep walking. I'm running out of words attempting to portray the scenes that we experienced. From open valleys where ponies touched to snow-covered mountains lolling in the delicate fall sun, everything was in a state of harmony with one another. The shades of harvest time were mixing consummately with the crazy measure of photographs we were clicking. We were accompanied by one dog who was the only one was walking alongside us (toh ek pic to uski bhi banti hai boss). Lot of pictures to share but here cannot upload them all due to some limitations. Then we come across a location some sort of temple was there, it looks a little scary to us and even the entire path was looking scary to us as sunset was nearby and we came very far from our tent house. So we decide to walk for a few more metres and then we would get back to our place.

Finally, after walking around 4-5km we reached one place where there was big ground with snow everywhere and river sound was coming and a beautiful view of the mountain with sunset in front of us. That was mesmerizing, we were a little disappointed earlier as we didn't know how to reach or see the Buddhaban Glacier but after looking at that beautiful mountain, I guess we reached the right place. Now we turned back and start moving towards our place as the sun already set and there were no lights in the path, our phones are the only source. Again walking for hours and we reached our place and it was already night 8 'o'clock. Now, first of all, there was no facility to charge our phones and secondly, there were no signals. So now we cannot post anything, we were left only with one thing friends. We asked our house owner to do the bonfire so he did and then we sat around it with two or three strangers with our speakers, ate our dinner around this bonfire. No lights, no phones, only songs and bonfire under the clear sky and starry night. Damn the stars were looking so amazing. After spending some hours, we all went to sleep as time was increasing, the night was getting chilly and chilly and we started shivering. Then we did some backchodi n all and slept. 

30 Dec 2018, Monday

When we woke up next day, we got to know that there was a big snowfall at night and guess what we missed it. No worries as our paths will become more slippery damn so we freshened up and did our breakfast and started preparing to come down and we had to board our bus from Bhuntar bus stand so we need to come to Tosh first by walking and then we need taxi to come to manikaran then we need bus from manikaran to bhuntar which was going to take the full day.

The return leg of the trek was much more testing as the track was steep and it required some investment to explore our way back from Kutla to Tosh. Tosh to Barshaini was a simple walk and we soared downhill in 1 hr while stopping and clicking photographs. Then we needed taxi from Barshaini to Manikaran, which was a difficult task because barshaini was packed up because people were coming to celebrate New year. It was our luck we found one taxi and he was going in that direction, so we board it and settled him down at Rs 400. Damn, he was a crazy driver,  I sat in the front seat and he scared the hell out of me, he was only playing electronic music sounds like ghost music. So I asked him why didn't he play something else. He answered my question after a while, after removing his speks and looking at me, I got the look of his dark red eyes and then he told us how can someone ride without getting high in these hilly areas. And damn i was totally scared now. But thanks to him we reached our destination safely. The next task we needed to get the govt bus from Manakaran to bhuntar. So hopefully the bus was ready and about to leave and we need to eat something. So three of us requested the driver to stop for some time and one guy was getting the burgers to eat. Finally, our bus started and again the driver's driving gave us an adrenaline rush, we sat at the last seat so at every break we were like jumping on the seat. Damn finally we reached safely and it was hell exciting. Now we have still 2hrs left when our bus would get started at 9 PM so we roam around the market bhuntar this time its the different market and found one restaurant and ate our dinner, charged our phones then board the bus to our destination.

31 Dec 2018, Tuesday

So we were in midway, midnight, thoughts were coming into our minds.

New Beginnings

New Hopes

New Ideas

New Resolutions

And the OLD US

IN A HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!!!!

Attitude we required in today's time towards our children

On the day the CBSE Class X outcomes were reported, Vandana Katoch posted a message on Facebook. It was intended to compliment her child, who had battled with Maths, Science, and Hindi, and to emphasize to him that he had, in reality, progressed admirably. "This is simply to tell my child Mama's too glad, taking into account where you were in January. He propelled himself against himself to be here," she says. Katoch took to online media, additionally to reveal to him that she didn't really accept that imprints made an individual or his life: "I've seen enough of life to realize that." Within 24 hours, the post was shared more than 1,000 times. Presently, after 48 hours, there are around 724 remarks, and more than 2,600 individuals have shared that. She didn't anticipate it. Nor did she envision the benevolent messages that came in her direction, or the remarks on the post, a few guardians supporting her. One message read: "You are a much-needed refresher to most guardians wincing under the gun to make an ideal kid." There were obviously the individuals who disagreed, with another message saying: "That isn't acceptable parenting..." er child after he got his grades in school, felt there wasn't a thing to be glad about when she got him from the bus station. "I needed to remind him about the mountain he'd quite recently ascended, and that he shouldn't come close. Everyone's excursion is extraordinary," says Katoch. On her own excursion, the mum met an individual mother whose child had exited the school and was an effective photographic artist. Discussions with her child made a difference. "Ultimately, he came to me and said, 'How about we simply do this, and get it out of the way,'." And he did. 

Facebook Message was like this --

Super proud of my boy who scored a 60% in Class 10 board exams. Yes it is not a 90, but that doesn't change how I feel. Simply because I have seen him struggle with certain subjects almost to the point of giving up, and then deciding to give his all in the last month-and-a-half to finally make it through! Here's to you, Aamer. And others like you - fishes asked to climb trees. Chart your own course in the big, wide ocean, my love. And keep your innate goodness, curiosity, and wisdom alive. And of course, your wicked sense of humour!

Tragically, guardians whose children don't get the imprints are consistently on the back foot, always failing to stand up. "This is on the grounds that someplace guardians trust it's their very own impression selves and nobody needs to look terrible. It's an inclination that 'I didn't buckle down enough with him.' There's disgrace related with it," she says. While Vasant Valley, the Delhi-based school Aamer, her child, is in, has been strong, various kids aren't so fortunate. The actual framework is slanted to profit youngsters who become familiar with a specific way. Sheets need to work with a wide base of guardians, to achieve a fundamental change, feels Katoch. Effectively in Class XI, Aamer presently has subjects that he appreciates: Sociology, Psychology, History, and Political Science, other than English.

We need to understand child psychology so that we can come up with a better solution and understanding of our children.