Still Standing...

Here I stand, all alone again

At the same place where I was left

In a room full of tears and broken dreams

All thrown like debris,

Stand all with all the crushed hopes.

Tears sparkling on the silvered tiles

Flowing continuously for someone who is away miles,

My face hidden by my hands

No courage to take a stand.

Clasp of rising smoke from the fumes

Settling me down as sand dunes

Falling under my own sky,

Too alone, I myself cannot listen my cry.

Thinking of yesterday's peace

Only chaos holds me close

I am all watered by teardrops.

Raising as high as winter crops.

Yet in the depths of

This emptiness and commotion

I come to realize that I spite of all,

I am still standing.

Thinking About Purpose

I laid down on my bed, all alone, missing someone, and thinking about the sole purpose of life. How life gets its purpose and how people get a reason to live.

Many questions keep on having a race with each other in my mind. What I do and what I really want to do? Why do I work? Because I have to earn money or because I love my work? Why do I need to earn money? Because I want to live a happy life or just because I have to look good in my society? Or because I have mortgage to pay or feed the children or to buy clothes and food? But whats so good about that. If I do not have any mortgage to pay or what if my children leave the home when I grow old? Why I am working then? When I am spending my days and nights doing a work that I even did not like to do? Then what is the purpose of my life?

When I stood up, I realized that I have no purpose in my life. I have had no goal to work for that will keep me going. I have no one with me to help with through my days and nights. No one to talk to or tell my feelings to. I have nothing that I can point to and say, "it is worth doing..."

I am just looking for places to visit for which I don't have enough money, I don't know why? I am daily going to work, I don't know why? I just count the 5 days of the week for the weekend to come, I don't know why? I think for the weekends but I have no one to spend it worth, I don't know why?

Why all these happens to ,e? Because I don't have any purpose in my life. Then why am I here? What I am doing here? I don't know what I am doing and why am I doing it at all.

So, how do you give your life a purpose? Do you have some secrets? Or are you all feeling like this but just do not want to accept it?

O for Obsession

Every moment every second

Every day every night

When I look at you

I realize the presence of a new world in front of me

I do smooth talks

I do smooth walks

But when I am with you

I start walking out of reality

I keep on making stories

I keep on making memories

Just full of fantasies

Full of guilt, nothing real

I love your smile,your style,your eyes

Your voice,your lips,your passion

I love every single part of yours

I always ask myself

Why can't I let you go?

Because I know the answer

            It's an obsession...

The Puzzles of life

Howdy people, how are you all faring in this beautiful life given to you? I hope you are excelling in what you do

Today I felt a curiosity of doing some (game) problem solving early in the morning. Hence, I sat up with the problem in my lap, being played with in a 1000 thousand different ways in my mind and this continued for some time, till an idea struck me.The idea was so interesting that the puzzle problem I was playing was out of the picture immediately.

You see, I saw the resonance of the problem I was holding in my hand and problems in my life. The faster I solved the puzzles, the faster I reached the level of satisfaction and thus, moved upon the next problem. 

So I started wondering, any problem, we face, whether it be emotional , physical or mental, we just need the patience and the willpower to see the bigger picture: 

Every problem in your life constitutes a hurdle that stops you from doing the thing you want or desire and you are given with a specific set of resources and in some cases, nothing at all. Similar is the case with a puzzle, where you are given resources to complete it and in a specific time,  and you do complete it. So you see all you need to do is get started and use the brilliant brain you possess to tackle the problems of your life and solve it in no time, after all it's just a puzzle, so it can't trouble you much. The key, however, lies in believing yourself in solving the puzzle in front of you as well as that the puzzle is just a small exercise you are doing. This takes away the awfulness, laziness or any fear that was attached to the given problem, thus rendering it powerless and weak. And you being a beast, devour it in no time.

Our aim is getting from point A to point B. And the only way the points are connected are is through a series of chains. These chains are made up of small links that specify different moments that help us in absorbing different experiences from different problems faced by us. Each problem has a unique set of solution and only we can solve them. Asking others to solve them is fruitless as this is your journey, thus, it needs to be solved by you or it looses it's purpose. Still, if someone does help you and solves the problem in your stead, the benefit of experience, will also be credited by that person. What was meant for you was taken by someone else. Tell me now, was it be worth anything to you at all?

True, you face problems that are bigger than your own existence, but you underestimate the smarts you possess, and that how efficient you are in that trade. People must have the power of belief to see themselves as puzzle masters, having the ability to solve their problems in nick of time. Some problems may make you struggle a lot, while some will make you yawn at the ease of their complexity. But here is the important point: No problem is bigger than you, but longer the problem is possessed by you, the longer you take to solve it, the more it becomes boring and tiresome, resulting in your decreased efficiency. So if you face a problem in your life and you have the right set of mind, DO NOT , I repeat, do not procrastinate i.e. delaying it for a latter time. Give your 100% immediately as if your life depended on it. If you do this every single time, any hurdle obstructing your life will become rubble in a matter of second. 

How smart a person is varies way too much thus, comparing yourself with others is useless. What and how they solve their life is their own unique method, while you have your own. So, comparing with others never gets you anywhere except at a place with low self esteem and with even more troubles and problems than before. If you really are a competitive freak, you can compare yourself of the yesterday. This way, all you will be doing is increasing your efficiency.

So, the next time, you see a problem obstructing your path, put a evil smile like the one above. Not because you are evil (, right?) but because you see the problem in front of you not as a wall that you need to break with great strength, but as fresh food for you personality to grow and increase in strength and intensity. This will help you solve and live a more peaceful and satisfactory life than you can ever wonder. 

WHEN WE CHANGE THE WAY
 WE LOOK AT THINGS, 
THE THINGS WE LOOK AT START CHANGING