May Be...

Would you stop me if I leave you?
                   "Maybe"
Would you cry if I will not be with you?
                  "Maybe"
Would you miss me if I will not talk to you?
                  "Maybe"
Would you see to my pictures when I will not be in front of you?
                  "Maybe"
Would you compose songs in my memory?
                  "Maybe"
Would you pray to god for me to come back to you?
                  "Maybe"
Then my dear, "Maybe" you never had loved me...

Last Days

Only last two days of the year are left,
In just glimpse of time, they will be theft.
We are looking at the gone days,
Some were sad and some were slay.
We made many new friends,
Well this is how is today's trend.
Many of our dear ones are left behind,
But time has gone and it can't rewind.
Many had hurt us and to many we had done,
Forgive them and ask the same and leave none.
You can't go back and change the beginning,
But you can start where you are and change the ending.
Don't carry the pain in your heart in the new year,
Just leave the pain and go ahead, God will help you, I swear.

S for Sleepless Nights

From the last few days,
I am having immense pain.
The pain has surrounded my brain,
All I get is gigantic vain.
It was too hard to hold and keep,
I was trying so hard... to sleep.
I am crumbling under the weight of the sun,
But I am afraid to feel the cold again.
The nights are now too long to pass,
My eyes remain open as if they are looking for the mars.
The stars, the moon and the darkness,
Are the only ones to know my sadness.
Trying to stop my mind and take a buffering,
From the countless load of over-thinking.
But at the end,
My sleepless nights are enough to prove my suffering.

Wineyard of humanity

Imagine a bottle of wine is just like your conscious .

The more the wine stays in the dark, unexposed, to the oxygen in the environment, greater is its value.

And when the bottle is finally opened, it dazzles the people around with its strong smell and unique taste.

Hell, if people know more about you, they are treated with reverence and respect, and they walk around with an air of superiority.

Their attitude, their ego is based upon a drink that has been aged for a long time. Yeah, wrap your head around that.

This is how our world functions. You are a mediocre person, like everyone. What will make you previously is when you entrench your ideas in your mind in such a way that they represent your originality. Other ideas & people want to come and take over your ideas. Don't let them. Fight with the stubbornness of do or die.

In time, people call you selfish, self centered and non-acknowledging, simply because you didn't listen to them. Don't let that get that in your head. Just keep rooting for your ideas and work on them non stop.

Eventually they stop attacking you or you level up to the extent you can't feel their attack at all, whichever comes first.

Then comes the time of reaping, and the world is just awe struck. Instead of down trodding you for having an impossible or puny task, they feel a variety of emotions extending from amazement to embarrassment, all because you did the impossible or you showed everyone how big the puny task can really be. And it all worked out, because of the self belief you had.

The isolation lets you work on yourself, till the world couldn't compare themselves on any scale known to them. That isolation turned you from a rookie who believed in themselves to an entrepreneur that guessed rightly what the future would be.


Be the rookie that believes in their own capacity, work upon yourself without comparing yourself to anyone but your yesterday. And most of all, don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out yours., and therein, you have your own secret formulae of success. :-)

War of the sexes

The war of the sexes;
Rages on to the problems nexus;
One wants to topple the other;
Using their prowess to smother;

One sex is defined as the peak of masculinity;
They proclaim themselves as the 'Guardians' of humanity;
Despite the fact that era of masculine is long begone;
They try their level best to adapt to social demands and move on;


The other sex's love is out of this world;
The gentleness of a fairy yet the fierceness a tsunami ever hurled;
While they broaden their horizons and struggle to be free;
They break all chains bounding them, uprooting the old social tree;


Change is coming and it's surely inevitable;
And it won't stop no matter how wrong it is that you lable;
In a world of hybrids, competition for the top is ensured;
There won't be any stability, till the anarchy of the old ways is cured;


Both are capable in doing each other's tasks;
Provided they keep their patience in thermos flasks;
But the potential they show should not be generalized;
Else this tug of power will never let us live life as civilized;

-END-

R for Random Rimplings

We all have some friendships which are half-neglected. We think that we will always stay connected, but in reality we sometimes stay connected and sometimes disconnected, through space and time.

Facing the wild storms, the harsh reality, the friendship remains deserted, trying to spread its roots in any directions possible without thinking whether it will fade, bloom or nourish.

And then come those relations that fade away because they are put to the test, leaving us helpless and thinking that was it something that we ourselves put into deep well. Its like everything comes to us before its "expiry date" that is to be "enjoyed till it lasts".

The truth is that the world has no time to cry with us when we are feeling sad. But what about the world that we have created for ourselves. What about those few species that surround our world and give us the small believe of a happily ever word. Is is just a creation of our imagination that is meant to smash someday?

Then comes a thought, aren't we being selfish. Selfish by expecting that our friends always stick to us and never leave us. Aren't we being selfish by allowing ourselves to cry alone because they have other important things to cry about. We are being selfish so why are we complaining all the time?

Perhaps, selfishness is worthiness, really!

Perhaps, we should not expect...
Perhaps, we should not complain...
Or maybe, a close friend of mine told me that I think too much...

But then again, old habits die hard, don't they??

Prison of One-side

Loving someone who doesn't love you back is like being in a prison of reality. What you want will not and can not happen. Thus you are forced to be a person you are not, as if you are convicted for loving that person. The fantasy you have becomes a dream while the reality just imprisons your soul.

If you accept the punishment, your affection & love for the other person erodes away your personality and nature, while the other person enjoys the freedom and support without any consequences. You become a hollow person with nothing but negativity in you & if not careful, you become a Carrier for the same (disease) .

However, if you revolt against the unfair justice that has been imposed upon you, just because you are truthful and straight forward, your punishment of prison time is changed. How it changes, depends solely on the person receiving the benefits of your emotions.

If they are an understanding creature, who values rationality over emotionality, then you are in for a treat, for you are acquitted of all charges. In fact, you get help from the creature itself, to move on. They applaud your guts and improve you as a human being as well as the relation you share with them.

However, if they are a greedy bunch, they will simply increase your imprisonment to hang till death scenario, for the relation they share with you, along with the emotions you have for them, are worth jack to them. You become an object for them, which has to be utilized to it's full potential before throwing away.

You either end up with an improved form of friendship with the creature or you end up alone. That's the crossroad you have to... cross.

1 sided love is the harshest punishment anyone can get, just for being honest with themselves.

Story of Elephant And Dog

An elephant and a dog became pregnant at same time. Three months down the line the dog gave birth to six puppies. Six months later the dog was pregnant again, and nine months on it gave birth to another dozen puppies. The pattern continued. On the eighteenth month the dog approached the elephant questioning, "Are you sure that you are pregnant? We became pregnant on the same date, I have given birth three times to a dozen puppies and they are now grown to become big dogs, yet you are still pregnant. What’s going on?”._ The elephant replied, "There is something I want you to understand. What I am carrying is not a puppy but an elephant. I only give birth to one in two years. When my baby hits the ground, the earth feels it. When my baby crosses the road, human beings stop and watch in admiration, what I carry draws attention. So what I’m carrying is mighty and great.” Don’t lose faith when you see others receive answers to their prayers. Don’t be envious of others testimony. If you haven’t received your own blessings, don’t despair. Say to yourself “My time is coming, and when it hits the surface of the earth, people shall yield in admiration.”

Q for Quietly, We Grew Up...

Somewhere between
"8 toffees for 1 rupee
and
"1 toffee for 8 rupees",
we grew up!

Somewhere between
"Ground me aaja
and
"Online aaja",
we grew up!

Somewhere between
"stealing chocolates of our sibling
and
"Buying chocolate for their children",
we grew up!

Somewhere between
"Just five more mins mummy
and
"Pressing the snooze button",
we grew up!

Somewhere between
"Crying out loud just to get what we want
and
"Holding our tears when we are broken inside",
we grew up!

Somewhere between
"I want to grow up
and
"I want to be a child again",
we grew up!

Somewhere between
"Lets meet and plan
and
"Lets plan and meet",
we grew up!

Somewhere between
"Being afraid of our parents
and
"Praying for our parents",
we grew up!

And
as we grew up, we realize:
How quietly, our lives have changed...

Corruptivitis

Corrupted people are like nerve endings of a vagina... having the never ending hunger for the dick of money... always craving for more and more

They never have a upper limit, with  everything being given to such people will be devouvered without a 2nd thought...

Their drive to profit from any particular situation while not regarding the consequences to anyone or at any scale, small or large, results in loss of someone innocent and worthy of the profit attained illegally.

Part of the fault lies with the society, which encourages a person on the basis of result and not the process by which the given result was achieved. This makes a person extremely result oriented and the growth that should have taken, process by process, never takes place, thus creating a gap between what is required and what is available to complete the requirement.

Corruption is always present in all systems, whether be it large or small. Sometimes it's effect is miniscule & barely detectable while sometimes its effects are large enough to show effects on a large scale, not afraid of getting caught. The only way to remove corruption is to either have no capital or have no power. You'll notice these are the conditions in the rural areas, hence the harmony, love and emotional connections between the people residing there. But in the metropolitan cities where the money and capital rule, removal of corruption is an absolute impossibility.

With that the only option left is to minimize its effects by defacing it and publishing the culprits.

Now I wonder, What should be the punishment, for the ones that take this path...a punishment that will something will make them tremble in fear after seeing the consequences of their devious actions.

The punishment has to be strict yet at the same time, not soul breaking, for that will be like giving in to the emotional stress. We should check the reasons as to why the given individual took this path.

We as humans have an unprecedented talent of absorbing and adapting to the problem we face, and the more we face it, the more we adapt and eventually after sometime we become apt to overcome the given difficulty.

But the real problem lies in the fact that, the learnings we took to overcome problems become engraved in our mind and soul, altering the innocence of the soul that was focused on achieving it's aim. In solving a problem, we become as hard as the problem itself, to solve it, thereby becoming the devil itself who we had promised to vanquish.

The seeds of corruption are often laid by a desperate need or an unquenchable thirst for money or power.These root causes get consolidated over time, and are not easy to take down.

I believe the punishment given should be psychological in nature and that too very long in terms of time. Doing so will strike at the very base of corruption, preventing it from growing or sustaining itself. Whether the person is doing things out of fear or greed, their problem can be dissected and treated in the right way. Physical Punishments only lead to regret and guilt, but whether the reciever of these punishment parts from the not so good acts totally depends on the person, thereby nullifying the effects of punishment.

It is due to the above given reasons I believe corruption (a.k.a corruptivitis) should be classified as a proper disease and be treated with absolute necessity, to prevent our downfall as a species with a wonderful & unfathomable future.

What do you think?

Nuclear Grace

Everyone's armed with a gun and a shield;

Some are doubly insane to dual wield;

The phobia's enacted, searching whom to trust and whom to not;

While with each second passing, earth Terra-forming into a boiling pot;

As long as anything helps;

No One cares about the earth's yelps;

What is the use of being in the group of best nations;

when it's backstabbing in the name of collaborations ;

To take a united action we debate and bicker ;

No One worrying about the Earth's Candle flicker;

As long as we continue using our fore finger;

Our doomsday countdown will continue to linger;

Our personal interest makes us a species of glitch;

I guess Extinction is the only way to turn off our switch;

Cheers to a Nuclear smitten Future!

Altruism

The behavior of acting in a way that benefits others at the expense of self.
It's a rare thing to see this kind of stuff in today's world, where everyone's looking to profit from everything & everywhere :-|.

Everyone works hard to make their ends meet, so that they can enjoy a life of whatever span there is left to live. In this eternal struggle comes the situations where a sacrifice is required to proceed towards success. At the time of the sacrifice, the one who is about to profit suddenly dons on the seriousness cap and voila, we get a priest of dark magic who is thinking (hard) of the person he should sacrifice, in order to succeed. Most times it's an 'optimized sacrifice' and not just a simple sacrifice, in the way that they get minimum kickback with maximum profit.

But what I wonder is, is it good to be an altruistic person in the world that lives with the above mentioned principle.

Altruism usually has the benefit of bonds between people that are strong and deep with power of giving & mending any cracks that come to be. Everyone around an altruistic person grows and flourishes at an unprecedented rate, for they recieve the best at absolutely no cost to themselves. The cost however is paid by the altruist, and the effects vary from people to people. 

If the people who recieved the free nourish are good people, they pay back the favour they recieved. Through this the group strengthens and solidifies as one. It's like a small reservoir getting shade from trees, that grew strong and healthy due to the water given to them , protecting the reservoir in return from harsh sunlight.
However, if the people who recieved the nourishment just care about themselves ,  the altruist ends up paying the ultimate price as they emptying up everything for others and yet more is demanded from him. This ending is a bad one as the altruist in this case dies, and the one who is born again is no different from the one's who made him so. People like these are weeds that quench their thirst but give nothing to express their gratitude, mainly because they don't have any.

The final case is the rarest of the rarest but the best in all. When an altruist is self  sufficient enough to know that his actions are the only things he can control, while the response he gets from other people is other people's business, self harm is prevented . The free loaders usually get the least benefit while the one's who intend to pay back remember the altruist as one great guy. On the other hand, due to Mr altuist's frequent place change, he ends up with the maximum profit. This arrangement is like the underground water that springs up from multiple locations. Due to this, it's very much possible to grow a forest and yet not shorten the supply of water. Ergo, a win-win tire everyone. :-)

The person who preaches this type of altruism is like a DON'T GIVE A FUCK attitude with a smile.

Well, to end it, whether altruism is good or not solely depends on the people and the altruist himself. So if you end up meeting an altruist, don't forget to appreciate them for the way they are and  thier work as well!

Climb Every Mountain

A group of scientists placed five monkeys in a cage and in the middle of it, they put a ladder with bananas on the top of it.

Each time a monkey start to climb the ladder to eat the bananas, the scientists soaked rest of the monkeys in icy cold water.

This kept on repeating with the second monkey as well, so from the next time any monkey dared to climb, the rest of the monkeys started to pull him down and beat him up.

After a time, no monkey dared to climb the ladder, no matter how great the temptation was.

The scientists then decided to replace one of the monkeys. The first thing this monkey did was to start climbing the ladder. Immediately, the other monkeys pulled him down and beat him up.

After several beatings, the new monkey decided never to climb up the ladder, even though there was no evident reason not to, except the beatings.

After this, the second monkey was substituted and same thing happened with him also. Subsequently, all five monkeys were replaced.

What was left was a group of five monkeys that, without ever having received the icy cold shower, continued to beat up any monkey who attempted to climb the ladder.

This is exactly what happens in our lives. If we wish to do something different and non-confirmative, society tries to drag us down without any reason.

But that doesn’t that we should stop climbing. Keep challenging the status quo!

Light After Night

The night is moving slowly to meet the light

She has the belief that slowly slowly she will merge into the light

She will find rest and peace in the arms of light

Although she won't be there

She will live in the shadow of light

Hoping that light will come to know one day that he is incomplete without night

We find the real meaning of light only after meeting the night

Worship

In this crazy world of ours, this word is attached to religion and Gods and how the greatest of the worshippers did humongous tasks with a simple solution of turning to a specific diety.
As much as I would like to write in detail about this, I cannot, because the topic of this writing is not the Gods, but the people itself.

Worship, according to google's main definition means, the feeling or expression of reverence and adoration for a deity. But what of I say, that people actually worship beings other than the majestic 'Deities' . Yup, you guessed it right, people worshipping pepple is what I'm going to discuss today.

Worship, in simple words means, giving everything you have for a specific reason, thing or being. And no boundaries are imposed on the limit to which you can donate your life. If you worship, a specific reason a. k. a 'cause' , it's good, for it powers up your inner core like a power source. You start to live and thrive for this cause. Some of the greatest revolutionaries are examples of this.

If you worship a particular thing, you are putting all your expectations and actions towards a specific thing, and you may or may not own it. And depending on your dedication to this 'thing' determines the goodness it holds for your life. If you don't own it, it becomes an aim, but you do own it, it becomes something powerful, yet powerless.

However, when you treat a person with utmost respect and dignity and keep him/her even above your own, it solely depends on the person, you are sacrificing everything for. If the respective human being is learned, and you strive to absorb the principles of his life into yours to amplify the goodness in it, then sure, do it till the end, because you are the  sole beneficiary in the end.

                          BUT

If the other person is just a simpleton like you, yet you try to empower his life with the positives reserved for you and you alone, then my dear friend, you are in for a hell of a ride. You give up everything you have, for their sake and happiness, and in return cherish the feeling of fulfilment of watching them be happy & fill you like an overflowing bucket. The only thing you end up achieving is how to live life like them.

It's well and good, if they are family, but when the 'others' start getting benefits that they don't deserve, the only person badly affected is the sponsor of those benefits, i.e.

                          YOU!

Your own life becomes devoid and you become like a planet revolving a black hole. You don't get anything, but if anything does pop up, it's swallowed by the blackhole.

Our life remains a happy and successful one, as long as we are able to provide ourselves with the interest
( The one used maths-%) of nourishment . But if we change the reciever of the interest , what do you think happens to the one who had been receiving it(our life) till now.

Yup, you are right, the previous reciever of this graceful nourishment, slowly starts to wilt, and in the end dies. What's left of a beautiful life becomes a barrenland void of everything it  could have been.

Worship is strictly one way and it always affects the person in a bad way if he/she has nothing to gain in the end.

Love a person, cool.

Respect a person, cool.

Worship a person*, not cool man, definitely not cool.

So, to all those who have put in everything they have for someone, make sure they are worthy of it, and  doubly sure of being at the  recieving end of the benefits as well.

Cheerio!!


*family and someone with superior knowledge are excluded from the list

Resonance

A moment in which two things vibrate or behave in similar fashion under similar circumstances. Atleast this is what the books say.

But if we leave the scientific part for the scientists, then resonance can only be thought of as seeing someone with characteristics similar to us. They perform in a particular way, in a particular situation with a particular precision, almost as if they were  copying our own style. We find it  fulfilling  and energetic to find someone with a similar experience and view of life. This fact, alone increases the chances of friendship with the other  person.

It's a common knowledge that we like people who try to listen and understand our needs and life. But when we see the other person going through the same thing, it stirs a little bit of our emotional part and if possible, we try to help the other person. Irrespective of the outcome, our action solidates a bond of friendship that has the absolute level of understanding. I believe these coincidental friendships have a stronger chance of bearing the brunt of the latest friendship protocols, where friendships are for miniscule things and matters, and if nothing else, satisfaction of needs.

People who make bonds after watching the other guy go through the same thing underestimate  the level of similarities in between them and evaluate the other person very quickly . They end up being in a relation of sharing and caring mutually, but when other person's life starts to unravel in front of them & the amount of baddies turns out to be more than the amount of goodies , they just shirk their responsibilities and walk away.

The environment becomes of full of dejection as the people once involved feel that they could have been good friends and put the blame on the other person for pretending and lying to be someone they are not. And then they walk away to repeat the whole cycle all over again and in the process, accumulating stress and dejection.

What was their fault to face such problems?

My answer: Patience and Lack of proper understanding

Had they been just cordial towards each other and patient towards each other's flaws while understanding their good , the friendship would have survived. But who has the time to waste time and energy to know someone who they (sarcasm missile launched) will eventually leave their life in times of turmoil and need. Having a proper and long lasting friendship requires time to check the level of personality resonance between people. It is the reason, we are able to make strong satisfying relationships that last a long time.

But in today's time when the present satisfaction is given a priority over long term satisfaction, then the bonds formed between people are also of the same nature , i. e they hold a value for a short period of time only...

It is an urgent requirement of the present generation, but no one actually is attentive enough, in the same to acknowledge their own need.

I hope they learn their lesson before their time runs out...

P for Poetry

Poetry is...

we both together 

Writing saga's 

on each other's soul and

are listening them through

each other's heart.

Poetry is...

to forget

forgetfullness

and to think of

what's completely left out

to gather it again.

Poetry is...

intersection of you and me

intersession of our separateness

interjection from others

interruption for a short period

all happening together

Poetry is...

the journal of 

sea animal

living on land

dreaming of flying

high in the air

Poetry is..

tying-untying

of ritual science

When you love more than you should...

Love

Taking care of someone with the deepest intentions you can ever have for someone. You keep worrying, Fussing about their health and well-being, all the time. You protect them and do everything in your power to save them from anything harmful in their vicinity.

Basically, the one you love is your 'God'... And in no way you will let anyone hurt them,  would you? 

You believe in their  potential so much that your own potential looks likes a stepping stone for them,An expendable source, in other words. But the most important of all is your will to sacrifice anything and everything for them...

But with love comes the expectations....After all the good can't exist without the evil.You start expecting that if you are putting in the efforts,  if not rewarded ,  at least they will notice your effort. (Even if it is for once.)

But when the expectations are not met,  they become sour and turn poison ☠ in your head. Suddenly,  there is a battle raging on in your mind: B/w the love you have for that person and the expectations that  hurt your feelings....

I don't know who the hell said that good  always wins because it is wrong....because it's the smart ass that takes away the win.

How you choose to respond depends on your nature.... If you are forgiving and kind and most important of all PATIENT, the light side in you(The love), it is able to hold on for an extended period of time, but due to no reciprocation of your efforts,  dark side, the hate wins the war

If you are a person who has characteristics like being adamant or impatient, the one wanting results instantaneously, the dark side(the hate) wins outright because your persona complements your hate for that person.

However by some miracle, the person starts to do,  what you were expecting from them. They start responding to you in a manner similar to yours. My friend, this is the best case scenario as love will have won the war in your head & never in your lifetime will you find your soul more full of love and affection.

The venom of expectations can be  dealt in many ways.

1. Wait it out and counter it with anti-bodies: The continuous exposure to situations like this makes you immune to feelings.

The unemet expectations always hurt, but then you already knew that And this keeps on going till you are  left insensitive to both the hate or love. You become the epitome of negativity,  not caring much about self-confidence or self or anyone else,  for that matter.  You,  in your own eyes are expendable and replaceable,  unworthy of having anyone they want to have.  This is the lowest anyone can go...

2. Treat it out with anti-venom...The people that matter in your life, convience you in a positive way to remove expectations or tell you good things about the person you are head over heels for, this helps you to confront the hate that keeps swelling up in your mind.  But this doesn't end the battle, It just becomes a stalemate. And it heads towards an end,  but very slowly and solely depending on the people you are trusting right now...

3. Take a deep breath and focus in the moment you are living in....and let the person you hold so dear, The one who whom you consider your 'God',  let them go. Both from memory and life....This ends the battle outright because the love and the hate for that person is dependent on that person...If you let go of everything related to that person,  you defeat both the love for that person as well as hate for the same person with the serenity and peace within you. This way hurts because you have to change your thinking... But it doesn't leave any collateral damage of wasted time or unmet expectations.

Personally,  the 3rd point of view is the toughest to follow,  for it requires the power of heart and mind to work together,  and many are unable to do so,  for they lack what is required. But believe me,  if you are able to do it,  you will have success in not only in this field,  but in every aspect of life.  You,  my friend,  would have understood how to accept reality for what it is. You would have learned to accept defeat,  but still have the resources to get up again for round 2.

What else could be good,  if you come out of a situation,  better and more experienced,  than before.

Still Standing...

Here I stand, all alone again

At the same place where I was left

In a room full of tears and broken dreams

All thrown like debris,

Stand all with all the crushed hopes.

Tears sparkling on the silvered tiles

Flowing continuously for someone who is away miles,

My face hidden by my hands

No courage to take a stand.

Clasp of rising smoke from the fumes

Settling me down as sand dunes

Falling under my own sky,

Too alone, I myself cannot listen my cry.

Thinking of yesterday's peace

Only chaos holds me close

I am all watered by teardrops.

Raising as high as winter crops.

Yet in the depths of

This emptiness and commotion

I come to realize that I spite of all,

I am still standing.

Thinking About Purpose

I laid down on my bed, all alone, missing someone, and thinking about the sole purpose of life. How life gets its purpose and how people get a reason to live.

Many questions keep on having a race with each other in my mind. What I do and what I really want to do? Why do I work? Because I have to earn money or because I love my work? Why do I need to earn money? Because I want to live a happy life or just because I have to look good in my society? Or because I have mortgage to pay or feed the children or to buy clothes and food? But whats so good about that. If I do not have any mortgage to pay or what if my children leave the home when I grow old? Why I am working then? When I am spending my days and nights doing a work that I even did not like to do? Then what is the purpose of my life?

When I stood up, I realized that I have no purpose in my life. I have had no goal to work for that will keep me going. I have no one with me to help with through my days and nights. No one to talk to or tell my feelings to. I have nothing that I can point to and say, "it is worth doing..."

I am just looking for places to visit for which I don't have enough money, I don't know why? I am daily going to work, I don't know why? I just count the 5 days of the week for the weekend to come, I don't know why? I think for the weekends but I have no one to spend it worth, I don't know why?

Why all these happens to ,e? Because I don't have any purpose in my life. Then why am I here? What I am doing here? I don't know what I am doing and why am I doing it at all.

So, how do you give your life a purpose? Do you have some secrets? Or are you all feeling like this but just do not want to accept it?

O for Obsession

Every moment every second

Every day every night

When I look at you

I realize the presence of a new world in front of me

I do smooth talks

I do smooth walks

But when I am with you

I start walking out of reality

I keep on making stories

I keep on making memories

Just full of fantasies

Full of guilt, nothing real

I love your smile,your style,your eyes

Your voice,your lips,your passion

I love every single part of yours

I always ask myself

Why can't I let you go?

Because I know the answer

            It's an obsession...

The Puzzles of life

Howdy people, how are you all faring in this beautiful life given to you? I hope you are excelling in what you do

Today I felt a curiosity of doing some (game) problem solving early in the morning. Hence, I sat up with the problem in my lap, being played with in a 1000 thousand different ways in my mind and this continued for some time, till an idea struck me.The idea was so interesting that the puzzle problem I was playing was out of the picture immediately.

You see, I saw the resonance of the problem I was holding in my hand and problems in my life. The faster I solved the puzzles, the faster I reached the level of satisfaction and thus, moved upon the next problem. 

So I started wondering, any problem, we face, whether it be emotional , physical or mental, we just need the patience and the willpower to see the bigger picture: 

Every problem in your life constitutes a hurdle that stops you from doing the thing you want or desire and you are given with a specific set of resources and in some cases, nothing at all. Similar is the case with a puzzle, where you are given resources to complete it and in a specific time,  and you do complete it. So you see all you need to do is get started and use the brilliant brain you possess to tackle the problems of your life and solve it in no time, after all it's just a puzzle, so it can't trouble you much. The key, however, lies in believing yourself in solving the puzzle in front of you as well as that the puzzle is just a small exercise you are doing. This takes away the awfulness, laziness or any fear that was attached to the given problem, thus rendering it powerless and weak. And you being a beast, devour it in no time.

Our aim is getting from point A to point B. And the only way the points are connected are is through a series of chains. These chains are made up of small links that specify different moments that help us in absorbing different experiences from different problems faced by us. Each problem has a unique set of solution and only we can solve them. Asking others to solve them is fruitless as this is your journey, thus, it needs to be solved by you or it looses it's purpose. Still, if someone does help you and solves the problem in your stead, the benefit of experience, will also be credited by that person. What was meant for you was taken by someone else. Tell me now, was it be worth anything to you at all?

True, you face problems that are bigger than your own existence, but you underestimate the smarts you possess, and that how efficient you are in that trade. People must have the power of belief to see themselves as puzzle masters, having the ability to solve their problems in nick of time. Some problems may make you struggle a lot, while some will make you yawn at the ease of their complexity. But here is the important point: No problem is bigger than you, but longer the problem is possessed by you, the longer you take to solve it, the more it becomes boring and tiresome, resulting in your decreased efficiency. So if you face a problem in your life and you have the right set of mind, DO NOT , I repeat, do not procrastinate i.e. delaying it for a latter time. Give your 100% immediately as if your life depended on it. If you do this every single time, any hurdle obstructing your life will become rubble in a matter of second. 

How smart a person is varies way too much thus, comparing yourself with others is useless. What and how they solve their life is their own unique method, while you have your own. So, comparing with others never gets you anywhere except at a place with low self esteem and with even more troubles and problems than before. If you really are a competitive freak, you can compare yourself of the yesterday. This way, all you will be doing is increasing your efficiency.

So, the next time, you see a problem obstructing your path, put a evil smile like the one above. Not because you are evil (, right?) but because you see the problem in front of you not as a wall that you need to break with great strength, but as fresh food for you personality to grow and increase in strength and intensity. This will help you solve and live a more peaceful and satisfactory life than you can ever wonder. 

WHEN WE CHANGE THE WAY
 WE LOOK AT THINGS, 
THE THINGS WE LOOK AT START CHANGING 

God's Eye View

The problem :-|

Life today has become as troublesome as it could ever be. People are running amok not to invent or discover new things but to solve a question knocking on continuously in their tedious yet brilliant minds. True, it has become a better place because of people like these, who have developed the humanity to the brink of advancement but in this race of worldly advancement, something is being left behind, something core to us, something that is a necessity in everything.

Peace of Mind

Peace of Mind has become a commodity so rare in this world that it is believed to be non-existent. The main problem of lack of peace of mind arises from the huge mountain of personal problems that stands in front of us for us to sort. Without the adequate payment of resources like time and your peace of mind, these problems are a no-go. However, there are people who don't require this type of  problem addressing thinking. For them, the world is all bright and shine as they have their own way of tackling their problems. The good thing in them is not that their way is better, but that they have a drive to solve a problem that is creating nuisance in their personal lives.

To all those, who are, well, how do I say, 'less equipped'  in solving the matters close to them, all I hope is that you are able to co-relate your life with the idea I'm trying to convey. This is because this is being not to answer a question, but to induce a way of thinking in the minds of the people so as to simplify their path to the answer they seek. Well here I start.

Ants

Yup tiny ants is what I'm talking about. Small, nimble, focused as hell, strong in it's own scale and packs a mean ass bite that everyone's scared of. These ants pack a punch when they get together to do a task. They do everything in unity and succeed in thriving in terrible conditions. Now what I want you to do is observe them as one organism, i.e imagine the line of ants crawling up the wall, as one organism. This is because they are a single organism, with various moving parts, whereas we have a tendency to look upon them as singular insects working together to survive. You see a complete in sync movement that works well and successfully completes the task it has been allocated. Now, come out of the observation mode and hinder their path with any liquid of any sorts. You will observe the organism that was working perfectly till now, in total chaos. Look at the whole picture and just 

FREEEEEEEEZE THAT THOUGHT.

What do you see unravelling in front of you?

Do the ants scramble everywhere in agony of loosing their path?

Do they start searching the cause of the obstruction in their path?

Do they start recuperation efforts to form a bypass path to continue the efficient method?

Do think of the questions above and before you see the fruitlessness of these questions, all I ask is this:

In respect of the ants that were just made to run everywhere, who are you and what do you know of the problem the ants are facing and solution to the ruckus?

I see I have got your attention as you have started to see the larger picture, because as you see observe more, you realize that compared to the ants, you are the entity with a whole lot more knowledge than those meagre ants. The ants are panicking but in that same moment you are able to see the problem and the solution crystal clear in front of you. In other words, you are a GOD for those ants, with the power to crush them or help them, all depending on your thoughts and intentions.

How does this correlate with the personal problems crap that I was spewing in the start. Well, replace the troubled you, the one who is sick with so many problems to solve, with the ants and replace the GOD OF ANTS with the yourself, the one who is introspecting and who is calm/happy at the current moment. 

You see, the problems you are facing are as small as a DOT IN A WHITE PAPER. Yup that's all what your suffering and problems and obstructions sum up to as compared to the massive potential of happiness you have inside you. So in order to solve the problem, we think of the only human tendency available to us, we focus on the problems, so hard, that our whole life that was flourishing and colourful in it's prime, becomes a barren land of nothingness that can't support the life it once used to. 

To all those, who knew how cheerful and lively you were before know the change and can help you in this problem solving quest. But to those without the support of anyone, you gotta move this boulder of this path yourself buddy. It will be difficult but it ain't impossible. 

The first thing to do is never-ever forget the good times and dreams that you encountered till your journey here. All the good times and the memories you have should be reserved and saved like a endangered species, at all times. This helps protecting the good in your life and in other words, saving the essential fuel for your future happiness. 

The second thing is to think yourself as a God. A God that has total and absolute control over what happens and what occurs in your life. This helps you in defocusing on the black dot in the paper, but inorder to look at the whole picture, you gotta do the following.

 Look at the instances of your life that is facing the most turbulent weather. Remember you are the GOD, and you are here just out of curiosity, and not for some difficult test. Look at yourself from the God's point of view, where your past self, the sad one is a simple human being in desperate need for help. After looking at the person of dire need to your satisfaction, start looking at the problems that person is facing. The problems he face can be wide ranged and can be so bad that a solution is not possible. But remember, these problems are not your problems, and hence, you need not worry of the outcome or side effect of that problem and just solve the damn question that kept nagging you for a time. 

When you are able to inculcate your thinking to this level, you start seeing solutions for that person's problems like a quick answer to 95873*86984(8339417032😏).

What I was trying to do is make you drop the fear factor when solving the equation of a problem. The less you think about the things you cannot control, more is your control over controllable things. Less variables, faster execution, perfect answer. This point of view will help you out in so many situations that you will be shocked by the effectiveness of this Problem solving method. Simple yet powerful enough to shift the gears of your life, ain't it?

The more you practise this technique, the more mastery you obtain in it and more powerful you become in solving the common and the uncommon. But the best part of cleaning up problems is that your happiness gets a whole lot more space to grow and spread it's wings of joy. And adding the preserved memories of happy times to this sum, leaves you, a person overflowing with happiness and problemlessness ;-).

Hope it helped, for  it was written to.

The High of Regret

Is the value of Future so great;

So much so, that our present is worth all the hate;

People wasting away their confirmed and enjoyable time;

With reasons so stupid that can not be explained in this rhyme;

Dreaming and aiming is so cheap;

But it's the realization of this Aim that make you fucking weep;

This aim of yours, needs your best from getting your butt scattered;

But it's the remaining areas of life, that turn broken and battered;

'Keep Developing' should be the mantra, like a daily bath;

After all, devotion to success is the only true path;

Everyone plans their future by doing some math;

The present gets ignored and it does come back with a new name: Regret, in all it's wrath;

It's when we start loosing people that we awaken;

But Karma has it's own plans: what you didn't value will be taken;

That's when you will realize, all you did was make your life forsaken;

The worries of future things are nothing but your brain's squawk;

Live your present to the brim and it will become your future's hack;

Just for 'What's about to come' ,don't live your present as if it ain't worth a jack;

My point to you is: Cherish the people & moments in your fate;

So that it's just not you who stands at the your achievement's gate;

The day you achieve this, will you have lived fully & successfully mate;

-For:  Naive

-Written by:  Regret

-Published by: Pain

THANK YOU

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N for New Year

One more year is ending

So with it there’s a new beginning,

Making a difference with one step

Lets put the first one and then next,

New hopes and new aspiration

New resolutions with new determination,

With new day a new book will open

We will write new stories that will be very soften,

Hope who are with us will remain same

And will earn more and more fame,

Those who are alone please don’t be sad

The coming sunshine will not be bad,

Get ready for the beautiful moments and treasure the memories

New day will come and will increase your calories,

I whispered a prayer for all my dear’s

Wishing peace and hope, and a Happy New Year.

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2018