Half Girlfriend

A relation is something in which two or more people are connected, either physically, mentally or emotionally. The relationship of lovers can be as beautiful as the most beautiful dream someone can ever see or can be as worst as no one would ever want to imagine.

I am sharing a Half relationship story at BlogAdda in association with #HalfGirlfriend

I am in a relationship where there is immense care from both sides. The one whom I love the most cares for me alot and likes me too. But as said, there is a huge difference between the two very sweet words, "like" and "love". He likes me but doesn't loves me. He believes that the care he does for me is his love for me. The bond of friendship that we both share is far more lovable than any relationship. We started from friendship and steadily I realized that he is the one for whom my heart beats. I proposed him, but he didn't said anything at that time, neither yes nor no. I also didn't asked him for his answer and our unique relationship started. Sometimes I think, "is it really a relationship?", or its just one sided because he never accepts me as his girlfriend, he has never said me " I Love You", others would think that I am crazy since these three words are the basis of any relationship and he has never said me those, but still I love him, I can't imagine my life without him.

He says I am more than I friend but not his girlfriend. He is yet not ready to give me commitment, but promises that he would never leave me alone, he will always be there by my side. What he says that I am not his girlfriend but his "half-girlfriend", the girl who performs the role of a friend whenever she is in public and performs the role of a girlfriend when she is alone with the guy, but the girl, i.e. me, is not lucky enough that the one whom I love proudly says everyone that she is the girl of my life, she is my girlfriend and not half-girlfriend.

The word half-girlfriend sometimes pinches me and I feel as if I am playing some role and the rest part would be played by someone else as I am performing half of it. But none of these things hampers my love for him. I love him from the depth of my heart, whether he accepts it or not, whether he calls me his half-girlfriend or just a friend, whether he loves me or not, I love him and will always love him because I can never love someone else.

Sometimes I really think that I have forced him to accept me and he didn't wanted to do so. Sometimes I think that "Do I really deserve to be only his half-girlfriend?" My love for him is not bounded by these words bf-gf or half-girlfriend, each day my love for him is becoming more deep. I use to tell myself and sometimes him also that my love is enough for both of us. He may consider me as his half-girlfriend or our relationship as half-relationship, but its more sweet and unique than any other relationship in this world. I love you.

And Yes, I won the Contest.

C for Cage

Have you ever felt yourself being locked in a cage, where your each breath is controlled by someone else and be stopped at any time if you raise voice against it? Those you knew this pain will never want it to be faced by anyone else.

Cage is not only physical cage where one can be locked inside, its also inside our mind that has captured all our positivity and has filled us with negativity. The day when the cage becomes so thick that there is no space for any positive energy to let come in, its better either to open the cage with all the effort you have or to just die, because its better to die rather to live in a cage.

We humans lock the free birds in cage just to see it daily and admire her beauty and to be happy. You loved the sweet chirping song of the bird and so you locked it in a cage so that you can listen it from near to you. But the truth is you can lock a bird in a cage, but not her desires.

God loved birds, so he created trees. Man loved birds, so he created cages.

Its human nature, whatever we like, we want it to near to us at any cost, without trying to understand whether that thing or that person really wants to be us or not. We just try to make a cage around that person so that only we have the ownership of him or her and no one else is allowed to be near to him or her. We will ensure all the comforts in your cage for the one whom you never want to loose, but we forget the fact that a cage is a cage, even if its a gold cage.

You can put someone in a cage, but can't expect him or her to sing for you.

Each one on this earth has its own space, which neither should be devised in a cage nor should be regarded as extending to infinity. Many of us all through our life are blind folded, trapped inside a cage. Its the cage which our own negative energy has created around us and is trapping us day by day more strongly and deeply. Go on again, gather all your positive energy and just break the cage with all your efforts and fly like a free bird. Get yourself out of whatever cage you find yourself in.

Why you stay in prison, when the door is so widely open?

Child Begging- A Bane

The Constitution of India had made many laws all for the welfare of its citizens. The main focus has been put on children and women. If all the laws would have been implemented in the correct way, then India would have been a heaven on earth.

But is that true? Are all the laws that have been made, have been implemented?

Child begging is the most crucial threat, that we are just knowing and think about those children who are living with this truth that they are "child beggars". We can't even imagine that pain and difficulties these children face in their childhood. Childhood which is the most beautiful and memorable phase of one's life, the child beggars are scratched far away from this happiness.

The main causes of child begging are poverty which leads the adults to force children for begging, orphaned and abandoned children are kidnapped and forced to beg, not having the awareness of the fundamental rights of children, organized gangs/mafias kidnap and sell children and their body parts and the saddest part is that the government had failed to implement the policies for the welfare of these children.

Their hands are meant to make sandcastles and not to beg on streets.

By official statistics 60,000 children disappear every year and upto an estimation, there are 3,00,000 child beggars in India. In spite of a number of policies, the government has failed due to lack of political will.

Now its our turn to stand together for these children as they deserve to spend their childhood by learning and not earning. #OneGoOneImpact is an initiative of #DuayeinFoundation, that only aims to give these children their lives back and wants to fill happiness on their faces. Support Duayein Foundation in making Delhi Begging Free, just think for once, how would you have felt if the child begging on the street would have been yours. Then might be you will be able to understand their pain.

Come join and motivate others to stand together to make Delhi Begging Free #OneGoOneImpact.

Show a child love and care, child begging is not at all fair.

One Bottle, One Message

What a different the world would have been, if anything we want to say to anybody and we can just write down it on a paper and just throw it in a sea and the bottle reaches to the person it was intended to be. The bottle would travel miles of distance and with a hope that it will finally reach to the one for whom the message was written purely by heart.

Life is like a little message in a bottle,

Drifted by winds and tides,

Our emotions travel along the shores,

No one knows how far and wide.

Peace is always beautiful,

Words describe the purity,

Messages contain the reality,

That are washed away by salinity.

Some day it will reach its destination,

It will be a new place or a new nation,

Message will be always there,

With the hpe someone will find it and come here.

Shomita - A Prostitute

1. CHARACTERS: Shomita(who is in lead, FEMALE,Age 28yrs) , her husband Sammy and her two children. And another central character is Shovon(MALE,Age 30yrs).

2. SETTING: In the Suburban of city Mumbai(India)

3. Plot LEAD UP: Normal and complete family like everyone.Sammy go to his job daily and earn something and they easily spent their day. But their life changes when sammy died in an accident. And due to poverty her wife shomita takes a bold step to turn her into prostitution for her children.

4. Plot CLIMAX: Shomita has visitors daily but one day a man name as shovon pay her without doing anything but the condition is that she has to sit with him whole night and talk to him.

5. Plot RESOLUTION: In the end Shomita leaves this prostitution as her life takes a turn because of that man Shovon.

After the children sleep, she (shomita) come outside in a red dress with a good makeup. As she is already beautiful and attractive and with that touch of red color on her body makes her more mesmerizing for a man like us. She waits for the customer at the side of not so busy road. And so many come, some asks her in free and some wants to do at their place. But she wants to do right at this place in their car, so that she can easily reach her home early in the morning before her children will wake up. She gets high money sometimes that she even can spend weeks without doing anything, but as she wants to secure her children​ future , she goes daily except on her periods. She becomes more attentive, more intelligent after coming to this profession. She doesn’t want to do this thing, she cries sometimes alone in her washroom and remembers her husband. But there is nothing she can do, it’s her fate and she knows it.

But one day something comes up, she was waiting for the customer, and suddenly a man in a long car came up and asks her to sit. She told him about her conditions and but he offered her so much and say that they would not go far, just trust him. Something happened to her and she agreed then Shovon stops the car where there was no nobody. And start asking her about her family, she is hesitated first because "it is the first time in this profession, someone is asking about her family otherwise everybody just starts doing whatever they came for”. She was shocked but she told him everything. Then man told her about his story and this makes a feeling of trust in both of them. Then man said he will give her money and he doesn’t want to do anything, she just have to talk with him entire night about their life.......

She was kind of happy and perplexed about the situation but she is comfortable. She doesn’t know after this night, her life will take a turn. 

Then he asked her "why not some other work”, “why do you want to live a life of prostitute",” why do you hide from your own children". She has just one answer “for her children and for their future”. Then she added that if she do some household work , they will not pay her more and in big places they will not even allow her to come so how can she earn more, basically she is derelict at this time so this is the only way left for her i.e. prostitution.

After the children sleep, she (shomita) come outside in a red dress with a touchup. As she is already beautiful and attractive and with that touch of red color on her body makes her more mesmerizing for a man like us. She waits for the customer at the side of sechluded road. And so many come, some asks her in free and some wants to do at their place. But she wants to do right at this place in their car, so that she can easily reach her home early in the morning before her children will wake up. She gets high money sometimes that she even can spend weeks without doing anything, but as she wants to secure her children​ future , she goes daily except on her periods. She becomes more attentive, more intelligent after coming to this profession. She doesn’t want to do this thing, she cries sometimes alone in her washroom and remembers her husband. But there is nothing she can do, it’s her fate and she knows it.

But one day something comes up, she is waiting for the customer, and suddenly a man in a long car came up and asks her to sit. She tells him about her conditions and but he offers her so much and say that they will not go far, just trust him. Something happens to her and she agrees then Shovon stops the car where there is no nobody. And start asking her about her family, she is hesitated first because "it is the first time in this profession, someone is asking about her family otherwise everybody just starts doing whatever they came for”. She is shocked but she tells him everything. Then man tell her about his story and this makes a feeling of trust in both of them. Then man say he will give her money and he doesn’t want to do anything, she just have to talk with him entire night and talk to him about their life.......

She is kind of happy and perplexed about the situation but she is comfortable. She doesn’t know that after this night, her life will take a turn. Then he asked her "why not some other work”, “why do you want to live a life of prostitute",” why do you hide from your own children". She has just one answer “for her children and for their future”. Then she added that if she do some household work , they will not pay her more and in big places they will not even allow her to come so how can she earn more, basically she is derelict at this time so this is the only way left for her i.e. prostitution.Again he says that Why she wants to continue this job, She can do other things as well, What will she say to her children when they all grown up. The feeling of shame will come in their mind before your hard-work. If you will do some other work and earn less , your children will see you in a totally different manner. And may be your children will also join this profession. Now she is trying to understand the things properly. 

Now shovon continues why do you want to give pleasure to anybody else, your body is not a toy for them to play every single night. You are the woman, you have your own rights . If you want to spend your time with someone then only you can have some intimate moments with anyone. Now she is crying because she understands all of it but the question still arises what will she do ?

He suggests her , you can do household type of work in nearby houses along with you can learn other things like to become tailor. Here she has to do more hard-work but your earning will be satisfied forever.Then he drops her at the same place and say think about it , you can do much better for your children. Shomita gives him a big smile and thank you to him and even she returns the money he gives her.

Now Shomita Is working in nearby houses and living a respectful life. Maybe her children will educate well and give her that comfort which she needs it. And Shovon is still driving in these dark nights to find someone else.You can call him “A Change”.

Dont Support Begging

The dictionary meaning of Beg means to ask something earnestly or honestly but some people make this thing as a business and children are the sources for them to earn whether they are parents or mafia people. Children have the right to play in their childhood, nobody can take that away from them, but when the situation arises to earn for the survival, they forget to play , forget to go to school and even forget their rights to ask the government nor they have the one who can ask the government about these children rights.

There are so many issues arises like:

Because of us: When we give money (or biscuits), we initiate a cycle of poverty and give children a motive to stay out of school and earn easily.

Child Trafficking/Human Trafficking: According to reports, In India roughly 60k children disappear every year, and may be they are kidnapped by some dealers or mafia people to make them earn like this and there is no one who can save them because even the police gets good incentive while let them begging.

Political Structure: A law was formed on 7 July 2008 to eradicate child beggary from delhi but they are failed to do that. You check this article.

http://indianexpress.com/article/cities/delhi/plea-in-hc-to-eradicate-begging-by-children/

Emotionally or Violence: Around 80% children are forced by their parents to do begging because they think its easy to earn rather than doing something else.

www.hindustantimes.com/delhi/delhi-s-underbelly-80-kids-forced-into-begging-by-parents/story-qsZjTOoS4X48JZoGb58TOI_amp.html

And Lastly Unemployment: Government is not able to provide them jobs, they initiate some programs like skill India etc but again this also become a part of corruption , somehow it is successful but again it doesn’t able to generate more jobs.

Don't Support Begging ,Be a Change, Go for #OneGoOneImpact

Follow Duayen Foundation For More Details and Support Them , you will see the Change.

https://www.facebook.com/duayenfoundation1406

LEO

Leo is the fifth astrological sign of the zodiac.

On average between July 22 and August 23

1) Trashy like an Ally, She's Hell On Wheels.

2) Don't Underestimate the imagination of a Leo, its very very sexy.

3) Leo is the Lion of the Jungle.

4) Leo love to give their all till you are giving, otherwise they don't give a fuck about giving anything.

5) Leo's are hungry of appreciation, you give them appreciation, they will you their food.

6) Don't angry a Leo; they will make you cry if you will mess with his family or friends.

7) Leo's hate asking for a favors. They are always self-reliant.

8) Being different is what a Leo loves.

9) If you want a good argument, start with a LEO.

Story Of Jazlyn

I was all alone. There was no one in my life with whom I could share my feelings or my thoughts. Whole day I spent at office, tired and frustrated, when i returned to my home, I just felt so lonely because my thoughts just sounded so hard in my mind but I had no way to let them come out and and share with someone.

Sharing is one of the best thing in the world. Great satisfaction comes from share your feelings and thoughts with someone who is really willing to listen to them and understand them. But the fact is many do not have anyone in their life who is really willing to listen to them. And then we end up with frustration and loneliness. I am also one of them who has no one to share my feelings with.

 One day I found a blog named "Chirkut Blog"while surfing on internet. The name attracted me towards itself as it was very different from the rest. Here, I found an option of Guest Blogging, where I came to know that I can write anything I want and people who would love to read it will do it and will be able to share their views with me via the blog. This made me very happy as I found Chirkut Blog as a friend where I could write anything and everything I felt and there was no one who would avoid me and will make me feel bad and hurt.

Great satisfaction was felt by sharing my thoughts at the blog. Sharing is caring and I felt that by sharing my thoughts, I am caring for myself and learning to love myself. If its meant to be this way, then it will happen this way only. I have started giving words to my thoughts and writing it down on Chirkut Blog where people that I don't know read it and get to know that there is some girl named Jazlyn who exists on this Earth and thinks like this. I am never gonna meet those readers, but some how there is a connection between us by our thoughts. Each time they would read what i would share, an image of mine will be created in their minds and that;s how we will get connected with each other.

If we cannot do great things, then we should try to do small things in great ways, and the same I am trying to do.

Kuch Baatein..Kuch Yaadein

Kuch baatein dil ko dard de jati hai,

Na batayi jati hai, na samjhai jaati h.

Kuch lafz dil ki dastaan ko bayan nahi kar sakte,

Yuhin aashiq tanhaiyon me nahi marte.

Reh jaati hai kuch yaadein kuch baatein,

Khoo jaatein hai sabhi shikwe sabhi vaadein.

Ek din jooda ho jatein hai,

Or sabhi raastein kho jaatein hai...